As much as it hurts to feel the gut-wrenching pain of my heart breaking into a thousand pieces,
…There is something about it that I absolute love.
…Something I savor like a fine wine.
After the storm of heartbreak,
There is that tender feeling like a newborn bird trying to find its wings
There is a cleansing, a baptism that comes with all the tears
There is a deep remembrance that the melancholy of human existence is why we are here.
I’m addicted to heartbreak because I’m addicted to aliveness.
Everyone will do everything in their capacity to avoid heartbreak
We grasp for control, for power, for ego.
We allude ourselves with stories and fantasies.
And cloud our vision with lies.
Anything and everything to avoid heartbreak!
But in avoiding heartbreak, we avoid the depths of our aliveness.
We don’t give ourselves fully.
We don’t allow ourselves to receive fully.
In all the years of working with shamans, priestesses, coaches, therapists and with God, I’ve come to realize that…
It’s really one thing that will liberate you...
Your capacity to allow your heart to break.
Over.
And over.
And over again.
In devotion to aliveness.
I’m Addicted to Heartbreak
