…And it’s what I brag about the least,
Perhaps, it’s my fear of celebrating something so precious to me and then losing it.
Or worrying that no one will believe me.
Perhaps, I’m scared of people’s envy.
Or I sometimes feel “undeserving”.
Perhaps, I don’t feel entitled to brag until it’s been 25 years of “success”.
It’s probably a little bit of all…
But what feels the most true is that I’m often just at a loss of words at what a ✨miracle✨ it is.
Every day I am surprised.
.. By our ability to navigate life so smoothly – even when shit gets SO sticky.
.. By our bottomless passion for each other.
.. By our ever-deepening respect for each others’ sovereignty.
And the devotion to Love above all.
I am in awe of how we can just be ourselves no matter.
And be loved in that (though not always liked 😝).
It took years of us doing our individual work,
Him grounding into his unwavering power.
And me centering my devotion to Love above all.
They say partnership takes work…
I honestly don’t find our relationship to be work.
It’s a practice.
It’s a way of being.
And a way of loving ourselves while loving each other and loving the world around us.
It is a way of balancing our yin and yang.
It is a way of coming together in Embodied Union.
For the world.
And that feels natural.
And like it’s always been.
It feels more like a remembering than a learning.
More like an exhale than an inhale.
More being, less doing.
The hard work is the de-programming, the releasing, the shedding of anything that isn’t you.
After that, it’s not work.
It’s just being.
And that is something Chris & I excel at.
Individually and together.
Well… he does more being, I do more feeling, let’s be real 🤣.
I’m scared to share that it can be this easy.
But it really can.
… After you’ve done the hard work of liberating all that is stopping you from being your authentic self.